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Doing everything by myself

Posted in Personal with tags , , on May 22, 2008 by maxpwnage

Ever had the feeling of doing everything by yourself?  That you entrusted someone with something and you were confident that they’ll do it and upon waking up nothing was done?  I’m in that situation right now.

I feel responsible for everything that is happening in my family and at work. Yes, those are where my life evolves now. I still do indulge in a few things for myself but a this-is-for-them goal is still intact in those seemingly selfish actions.  I am close to giving up and thinking of just walking away from all of those.  Giving is better than receiving, but I believe there’s a time to take a break from all of it even for just one day.


5 Secrets a cheating partner keeps

Posted in Personal with tags , , on May 21, 2008 by maxpwnage

In all relationships, both parties must expect turbulence to protrude in any way possible. And as we all know, trust is the basic foundation for any commitment. What more in relationships? We may or may not trust someone but at times, we cannot really elude being in doubt about some ideas running through our mind. We all know too, that, being in such a commitment like love means, being attached to one person and that is called, monogamy. We are not made to be polygamous but most women say that men can have such attributes.

What goes through a man’s mind then? Do you think women can do the same? I think both gender have the capability to be a little off track at times of confusion and here are some deep secrets, a cheating partner may keep. 1. Being too much of an angel – Being a good person to your significant other is great. But being one too much? Something might be fishy. Study shows that men who have office affairs tend to make up their “polygamous mistakes” when they get home. We cannot prove that this goes with every men but, this will just depend on you if you really trust your man. Someone I knew narrated that story to me. His wife was so good to him that he thought it was too good to be true. Turned out, when the guy goes to work, another guy substitutes for him. 2. Accounts – Whatever kind of account, check it out. Myspace, Multiply, Facebook even bank accounts! They can hide something there. Make sure you know all your partner’s accounts because I’ve read this testimonial once from a wife to a cheating husband that went saying, “Thank you for letting me know that you are cheating on me through myspace!” What happen was, the guy, thinking the girl wouldn’t find out the secret account, posted pictures of him and the girl he was seeing.

3. Friend – A guy or a girl’s close friend must be the best source IF and only if, the friends’ loyalty is in you or to the guy. This happens in two ways. He is too loyal to the person that he doesn’t want his life to be messed up, thus, spreading the beans in the floor to let you know what is happening for early recovery or, the vice versa of it. Ratting you out. 4. He buys new things – It may be a new wardrobe, a new exercise or whatever beauty regimen he does to himself. Who then is he/she doing that for then? The dog? The street beggar? A colleague? Maybe? You’ve got to be suspicious to be safe. Secret stuff- This will be the strongest indicator as this is the topic. Be careful if your partner talks to someone every night while you are sleeping, chats with a so-called “friend” when you are taking a bath or, drives off at an odd hour when your partner is usually home on weekends.

These are just 5 indicators that you should be cautious and aware. It is like secrets that you do not want to come true. Also like prevention is better than cure, it is always better to be safe than sorry. Just remember, with trust, you do not need to doubt these. But if you are suspicious even a teeny-winy-bit, you better check those things listed here! Are you having a smooth one?

You don’t have to be butt-naked to be sexy

Posted in Personal with tags , , on April 21, 2008 by maxpwnage

I’ve been seeing a lot of scantily-clad people in mainstream media and it got me thinking, what exactly do people consider sexy?

I mean, I know “sex sells”, but sometimes mainstream media’s just taking it too far, to the point that people themselves apply this belief on a daily basis, making it seem like everything is alright indecent or otherwise. I might sound like I’m whining, but it seems like this kind of lewd sexiness is being extremely sensationalized in television, the magazines and even in video games, and even if it’s appealing, too much of it will have repercussions.

Call me old-fashioned, but actresses like Audrey Hephburn, Cate Blanchet and Kate Beckinsale are ladies who I find as sexy, as opposed to someone who’s scantily-clad (which most people would consider sexy nowadays). Their beauty enchanced by the way they carry themselves with their grace and elegance is what I consider ‘true sexiness’. Sadly I’m afraid that sooner or later this kind of beauty will be all but forgotten thanks to what people percieve as ‘sexy’.

I just hope it’s not too late to change it.

It’s About Time

Posted in Personal with tags , , on April 16, 2008 by maxpwnage

Over the past few days, I’ve noticed my 8-year old 21″ CRT monitor starting to give way, it’s randomly changing screen sizes and other weird stuff, as if it’s saying “Let me rest already goddamnit!“. I know you must be thinking “Oh wow, a CRT monitor at this day and age?!”, though don’t worry, I’ve always been planning to go and get an LCD, just that I’m too busy with work to have it replaced. So now I guess I have no choice but to go and get a new one. Right now I’m eyeing the 24″ Samsung SyncMaster 243T, though if you guys can recommend something better (or something that’s more value for money), I’d really appreciate it.